This rUiNeD puzzle

damn strike..

2005-12-20T14:17:43Z

so yea the lovely mta has decided to strike... so that means i get to walk everywhere till this ends.. whoo hoo sounds like so much fun... well i am thankful that i live in the city so i dont have to walk as much as ppl who live in the other boroughs. the whole strike thing is well... the mta doesnt deserve to work without a contract but their contract terms weren't that bad... for god sakes if you start as a mta cleaner it starts at 47,000 a year. i wouldnt mind to make that....but they were getting screwed on some aspects of health insurance & retirement plans.so i do support their strike i guess haha. its frickin' cold outside so it doesnt make this any better. oh well lets just hope it doesn't last long...it really is going to suck for work since i work in grand central station there wont be that many ppl there since the subways arent running we will have barely any customers which is a wonderful thing to happen right before christmas. oh well im done with my rant & im going to go do some things before my hike to work.
*much love*
Vee

im backkkk...

2005-12-09T21:20:33Z

so i pretty much haven't updated since i moved to new york... my life has been interesting to say the least... tommorow my mom is coming to visit me for the first time since i moved here :) im excited... ooooh i got a new job selling spices.. i like it better than the museum but i miss my cps family :(... well i have a shit load of errands to run today so im outt... ill update more later.... i just wanted to say hi to all my friends i havent spoken to in forever....
*much love*
Vee

IM BACK

2004-09-09T00:13:59Z

well i know i havent updated in forever... but im alive & life is great. this summer was amazing i went to new york for the acting school.... absolutely a great school... learned so much... but now in 12 days i shall be moving back to new york for good... just thought i would let everyone know... so if you want to see me you better make it soon. im extremely excited... but sad at the same time that im leaving my friends & family. i think the part that is going to suck is leaving my girls. we never have been separated this much before.... but i know its the best thing for me to do & they will always be my best friends. well im out for now.
*much love*
Vee

gwenyth @ 2004-03-21T12:42:00

2004-03-21T17:57:24Z

wow i havent updated in a while. i've been extremely busy with the play though. sadly that is now over:( the play was absolutely amazing. i havent felt so good about a performance in a while. we rocked the house. everyone liked it... except a certain school who thinks that we sucked & they did better pshh whatever. last night at curtain call i just started to bawl... i cant believe this is my last highschool play. ive been in every play since 10th grade. it was a sad night... but then we had the cast party.. haha tooo much fun. i love my drama girls becca, kyla, erin, stef, stef2, nicki.. oh & ashlyn haha. the gag gifts & awards went over well. everyone enjoyed them. our moms were amazing with making some damn good food... after the cast party we(becca, ash, erin, & myself) spent the night at kylas. unfortunately i was completely exhausted so i didnt get to have as much fun as the other girls. but i needed my sleep considering i had to wake up to come to hellish work. i still didnt get much sleep & im completely drained now. but oh well, after work i have to work on my speech project. ickk... dont want to do that. its not that i dont like my group its just i dont like homework & i would rather sleep. well im out for now. later on kiddies.
*much love*
vee
p.s. i almost forgot to thank andy for being so wonderful & coming to both nights of my play & bringing me perty flowers :) you're amazing :)

"i love you more today than yesturday..."

2004-03-07T22:24:11Z

i havent updated in like a week so i thought it was time to post. the past week has been busy...
*monday
-speech league compition haha becca & i made up the whole thing
-went to dance
*tuesday
-play practice
-took andy a "get better kit" to work since he was sick :(
*weds.
-pratice
-work ick but andy brightened my day b/c he gave erin a teddy bear to bring to me at work :)
*thurs.
-practice
-work
*fri.
-NO PRACTICE-
-got my nails done
-went to kings with andy,ash,ian, & krista
-we then went to wal*mart
*sat.
-performace at the mall
-practice
-work, again andy surprised me at work with a cute stuffed animal
-andy & i watched movies at my house :)
*sun.
-work
-now i dont know what im going to do hehe
well im going to go sleep or find something to do. later on kiddies.
*much love*
Vee

oooohkay sooo...

2004-02-29T06:32:48Z

today was an eXtReMeLy busy day for me. i was at the school for practice & fittings from 9-4:40 then work from 5-9. oooh so fun let me tell you haha. practice today sucked the big one. its not that we were performing all that bad... it was the fucking tension. a couple girls got cut who shouldnt have & the one who did deserved to be cut might be back in. wtf. im in a really bad mood tonight. i dont know why everything pisses me off & i feel really down. i havent felt this way in a long time & it sucks. i feel alone in the world..i've just been thinking a lot. thinking about college... how im not going. it kind of depresses me. i know that sounds crazy. but i feel like im doing nothing with my life. even though i am. im going to new york for most of the summer then trying again for the spring semester. but i just feel as though im going to be stuck in altoona for the rest of my life. plus thinking about leaving the girls for most of the summer really bums me out. this was supposed to be OUR summer... it still can be but not as much anymore. thinking about my dream of a career freaks me out as well... some people tell me it will never happen & im wasting my time and money. i dont think i am at all.... but after people telling me this over & over again... it really makes me think. think about how i could be wasting everything... but if i dont do this i can never live with myself. i would forever be saying "what if." i dont want to do that at all... if i make it i can laugh in doubting peoples faces... if i dont i will atleast be happy with myself & proud for trying as hard as i could.well ashley is wanting me to come over so ill continue my pointless entry later.
*much love*
vee

"this is a lesson in procrastination..."

2004-02-28T06:43:50Z

ill pick up from thurs.. so on thursday i took a personal day and went to A.C.T. to get costumes... that was fun.. after that andy & i went out for lunch :) very enjoyable as always. after lunch i took him home and then went to work. after work i came home & SHOULD (should being the opperative word) of worked on my sr. project but instead decided to talk to my brother.. chill with ash.. & talk to andy haha. well since i did practically nothing on my paper i decided to "fake sick" to go in late. haha so i went in around 3rd period. i am suchh a slacker. after school i had to go to work for a little bit b/c steve was stuck in williamsport. so i worked for like an hour. after work i came home, got ready & then went to dance class. after dance i picked up andy :) then ashley came over. we then left to go get ashlyn & meet up with ppl at kings. chelsea, laura, todd, krista, danielle, phil, and sarina were all there. it was nice to see everyone. im glad laura & krista came home i missed them. when krista went to the show last night she picked me up the cutest fallout boy hoodie... im in love im soo glad she got it for me :) :) *kisses blown kristas way* so everyone"approved" andy. haha. im glad he finally got to meet my friends. it was a veryy nice night. im real tired though and have a big day tommorow. costume fitting from 9-12.. then practice from 1-5 then work. whoo i cant wait haha. so goodnight kiddies.
*much love*
vee

"hello....hello when it rings will you answer??"

2004-02-26T06:12:11Z

this week seems to be going really fast for me. i enjoy it verrrry much. yesturday andy came to my house & we watched 40 days & 40nights haha. (we were supposed to watch h.p. #1 but it didnt want to work for me) it was another enjoyable evening with him (as always.) today i worked till 9 then andy & i went out for coffee at kings.we had nice conversations again haha. i just love how i can talk to him about anything its awesome. i saw chelsea at kings too. she was there with todd. i love that girl i dont understand why we dont hang out as much as we used to...i mean she goes to penn state altoona so its not like she isnt around. oh well. i think im going to try to hang out with my old friends more... i feel like if i dont i could end up losing a lot of great friends. dont get me wrong i love being so close with the girls & always having them... but i dont want to lose anyone either.ive been thinking about going to new york a lot lately maybe thats why im inspired to see everyone again. i just dont want to go away & everyone forget about me & come home to nothing. ooh boy im tired.. im not going to school tommorow though. whoo rock on. im taking a personal day to go work on costumes for the play haha.well im going to go read then go to bed night kiddies.
*much love*
vee

gwenyth @ 2004-02-22T23:51:00

2004-02-23T04:52:57Z

Heart of Crystal

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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s i g h... today was very veryyy nice. first i went to work(ick). after work i picked up andy, we came back to my house to watch some movies.my parents got some pizza so we ate dinner with them, then we watched haggard & some of the breakfast club. then it was time to take him home :( i had such a nice time with him tonight. when i came home my mom was like he is really nice.. i approve haha. its good to have a parents approval makes things easier.well im going to go now kiddies.
*much love*
vee

im not down with the sickness...

2004-02-22T07:03:04Z

so today i went out to breakfast with andy:) before practice... after i took him home i picked up kyla we went shopping for ashlyn & shanna for their birthdays. then we went to practice. after practice i went to work. after work we went out to eat at uno's & then to phils. then to adult world hahahaaha.phil needs a book of quotes honestly. he says the funniest things. ashlyn,"phil will you seriously buy me a penis?" phil"yea as long as its a cheap one" haha oh man. then we went to kings (we were supposed to go to rock n bowl but it was sold out.) when we got to kings i felt extremely sick. i still am. i came home & puked it was soo miserable. (i know no one needed to know that but i felt like sharing.) so now i feel like complete shit. i dont know whats wrong with me. i think ill go sleep the sickness away. night kiddies.
*much love*
vee

"your taste still lingers on my lips like i just placed them upon yours & i StArVe for you"

2004-02-21T06:23:41Z

so today i went to school then play practice. school was interesting to say the least. a milk carton exploded on me haha all down my shirt,pants, through my hair & everything. it was sooo funny though. before play practice in the parking lot elliot decided to run around in his boxers with the mascot head on. hah it was sooo funny. so that made the day better as well. after practice i went to tap class. then came home & talked to andy before he went to work. i went out with kyla & a bunch of ppl to the pool hall in juniata. that place is weirddd. we then went to bennigans. i left early to visit andy at work. it was nice to see & talk to him for a little bit. oooh & the most important part of this entry is today is ashlyns 18th birthday! "Happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday my lovely ashlyn happy birthday to youuu!!" (the lap dance is later) tommorow i plan on going shopping for ash..then going to practice.. then fun fun work. after work we will be doing something for her birthday. rock on. but for now i must sleep. good night kiddies.

*much love*

*Vee*

s i g h ......

2004-02-20T02:38:28Z

i just got home from work whoo hoo... so i thought i'd update haha. yesturday andy & i went out to eat again. we went to friendlys this time. we had such nice conversations. i enjoy his company soo much. after dinner i took him home and went to dance. after dance i decided to call him... and we talked from 9ish to almost 1. haha time flew i didnt even realize it was that late. so i went to bed shortly after we got off the phone. today i went to school, then play practice, then work. what fun. the only highlight of work was i talked to andy for quite a bit on the phone. he is soo nice oh man. tommorow im supposed to hang out with him again after dance:) well im oohh so very tired so im calling it an early night. goodnight kiddies.
*much love*
vee

fun times ; )

2004-02-17T03:51:38Z

wow veronica is definately happy.so today i worked on costumes for the majority of the day.. making definate progress. then andy & i went out to eat. we went to kings haha big change for me but i dont care it was really nice. he paid for me too:) we had really nice conversations... i now know there are still nice guys out there. haha ok enough im just real giddy.. but what can i say im a nerd. im going to go to bed now kiddies... i just had to get that out.
*much love*
vee

call me captain backfire....

2004-02-15T17:50:54Z

this weekend has been decent so far and i am veryyy thankful for not having school tommorow. friday i hung out with kyla at strokes... i couldnt find the trinity so i went to kings to see if they were there. well they weren't... but wayne, justin, erin, susan, beth, scott, & katie were. it was exciting i havent seen katie or scott in so long. i miss them dearly. it was nice to see everyone else too. saturday i went to play practice then work then went to kings with the girls, laura, & chelsea. it was nice i got the ashes cute teddy bears, a choclate rose, & cute dice. they were my valentines haha. im not a big fan of valentines day especially since i havent spent it alone since 8th grade. it was weird. but oh well. today i was supposed to go to IUP but my mom was being weird & doesnt want me to go i dont know why.my mom & i went out to eat at the cracker barrel for breakfast it was nice.today i plan to go get my nails done today & just find something to do haha. so im going to go now. later on kids.
*much love*
Vee

EEeeKKk

2004-02-12T04:06:53Z

so guess who got into the summer program at the american academy of dramatic arts????? oh right thats ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im soooo excited you dont even know. i get to go to new york for 6 weeks & study acting. its soo surreal to me. i dont even know how to react. after being rejected by them i was completely crushed but now i have hope again. so this will give me a better understanding for what they want when i go to auditon for their school again. oh man. well im really tired but i had to annouce that b/c im sooooooo fucking excited. night kids.
*much love*
vee

"Girls just wanna have fun oooh girls just wanna have fun"

2004-02-02T03:21:24Z

So this weekend was pretty damn good. friday ash & i hung out with scott,chuck(scotts cousin) & susan. we went to kings then scott ash chuck & i went to my house to watch Haggard. After the movie i took the boys home. it was fun scotts a cool kid. saturday i worked till 9 then the ashes & i went to kings. after kings we went to ashleys house to have a sleep over... too much fun was had. haha i love them. we started making up a dance to the darkness.... ash & i stripped for ashley to take back your mink hahahahaha. we watched some music videos. then we went to ashleys room where i think the most fun was had. well kinda sad too we were talking about going our seperate ways next year & i started to cry which sucked b/c it was supposed to be cheer up ashley night. but then i was crying & laughing really hard it was funny. then we were discussing getting a trinity tattoo & somehow i always ended up with the words like "the" or "that" or "as" haha it was hilarious. its hard to explain everything b/c it was such a fun filled evening. then after having 2 hours of sleep i woke up to take ashley to work. i then came home ate, did tae bo to get some energy, then i went to work. work sucked per usual. after work i went to ashlyns to have a DDR party. fun fun fun. i had lots of fun i heart DDR. matt is hilarious dancing & so is shane. well i am pooped from not sleeping so im going to bed early. nighty night kids.
*much love*
vee

(im sorry for the pointless rambling)

gwenyth @ 2004-01-26T22:33:00

2004-01-27T04:19:07Z

Wow! You are awsome. You truley are a Bam fan.
Congrats!!! :D

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:) so today we had a snow day. it was relaxing well sort of. my mom woke me up & yelled at me about stupid shit & i just slept through it kinda till she ripped off my covers. so i got up for a little bit. then went back to bed for most of the day. i had to go to the dentist today though :( ouch i had cavities filled. but my mom bought me a sweater since i really didnt want to go to the dentist. haha i felt like a kid being coaxed to take medicine. so yea i did a whole lotta nothing today. but it was nice i normally dont do that. ive been reading a lot lately & i need new books b/c ive read every book i have. today i applied to IUP. i hope i get in there. which almost everyone does but ill be the idiot who doesnt get in haha. i went to ashleys when she got home from work to see her new pug. aww adorable. its deaf haha so i call it keller since she has a blind pug named helen. they are up to 5 pugs now & 2 of which are blind, 1 is deaf. haha i love her mom she kills me b/c she takes in sooo many animals. well im going to go read perks of being a wallflower for the 5 billionth time. later on kids.
*much love*
vee

"everybody knows it hurts to grow up & everybody does"

2004-01-25T06:30:37Z

pick a band for each letter of your name -mmmk - so

Varooka Salt
Everclear
Rufio
Operation Ivy
No Doubt
Incubus
Cky
Ataris

Janes Addiction
Oasis

Ben Folds 5
Rufus Wainwright
AFI
David Bowie
Fallout Boy
Iron Maiden
Elliot Smith
Less than jake
Dropkick Murphys

soo yea i havent updated in awhile & a lot has happened. i went to new york to audition for the American Academy of Dramatic Arts... sadly i didnt get in. but no worries they might let me in their summer program. but im applying to IUP to start my backup plan for now. i plan on going to IUP for the fall semester then trying out again for AADA & then if i dont get in again ill continue my schooling at IUP & become a drama teacher.. so all is well. i started the musical im a hot box chick (i dont remember if had i said this before or not.) lately ive just been hanging out & what not. tonight i went to kings with kyla, ashley, ashlyn, krista, laura, & danielle. it was fun times.HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTA! well im pooped im off to bed night kids.

*much love*

Vee

gwenyth @ 2004-01-10T02:24:00

2004-01-10T07:29:14Z

so the rest of my birthday was amazing.
-worked till 9
-saw big fish as 10
-took nick home
-went to kings
-they sang to me & gave me a birthday brownie with a lighter as the candle
-ashley got me a black & pink belt hotness
-ashlyn got me the pink & black bam shirt amazingness
so all in all it was a wonderful birthday. one of the best i would have to say. well im tired & i have auditions tommorow for guys & dolls so i must sleep & be prepared. all i want is a hot box girl i hope i get one. everyone wish me to break a leg :) nights kids.
*much love*
vee

"im gonna stay 18 forvever so we can stay like this forever...."

2004-01-09T21:04:08Z

it my birthday FiNaLLy!!!

so yes today is my 18th birthday. it was pretty exciting. the ashes sure do know how to make me feel special. & same with everyone at school, & justin called me this morning to wake me up & say happy birthday :) two of my classes sang to me... i got $50's from my parents. the rest of my gifts are still to come... oooh my friends from seattle sent me a pink glove & scarf set :) the only shitty part about my birthday is i have to work tonight :( oh well. after i get off work we're going to see big fish at 10. then going to kings or to play pool? who knows. so again thanks to everyone at school for making me feel good :)

gwenyth @ 2004-01-06T17:52:00

2004-01-06T22:55:37Z

it really sucks when ppl dont make time for you & dont care... its been very apparent that a good friend of the trinity's doesnt care about us. we try to hang out & we get blown off. im just tired of it. whatever goodbye have a nice life. ill see you never.

"you dont need to be so shallow.. turn your head prepare to follow"

2004-01-06T03:01:35Z

oh my so school started again today & it sucked sooo bad... i couldnt sleep last night b/c my sleep schedule is soo messed up. soo today i felt completely dead... it was overload with the work i mean every class i got shitloads of work to do. also midterms are next week fuck me. i hate school but only like 5 months till i graduate then i dont have to ever go back to the hellhole highschool. today after school i crashed & burned into my couch for a couple hours. then i woke up & went to pizza hut with the ashes. apparently according to a*c its bruce springsteen day. after pizza hut i went to dance class but couldnt dance b/c my damn foot is still fucked up :( gruff. after dance i came home & now im here trying to start homework but i dont want to so i probably wont do it haha it doesnt matter anymore i have senioritise more than anything. im going to go & do anything other than homework haha.

gwenyth @ 2004-01-04T02:30:00

2004-01-04T07:34:29Z

so yea on thursday we had an awesome scavenger hunt... it fucking ruled.
-friday i did a whole lot of nothing i sat around went to the mall, pizza hut with the ashes, & then we spent our night watching some glorious cky dvds.
-today i drove to indiana with my brother to get mario cart double dash for his gamecube (they only had it at the wal*mart in indiana) then we went out to eat at kim moons. when i came home i was down in the dumps for no reason. i was just really sad thinking about a lot of stupid shit. so i went to the mall to buy some more things to cheer me up haha. i got some hot hot accesories on sale so that's a plus. after drowning in self pity i then decided to get the crew (or some of it atleast) together to do up some kings. so now im here & im feeling quite tired im going to go listen to my awesome cd's i also bought today. later on kids.
*much love*
vee
p.s. birthday in less than a week YaY!

New Years....

2004-01-01T17:46:18Z

Well last night was interesting to say the least haha.i dont remember everything.. i know i smoked a whole lot & drank some.everyone was crazy haha. ians mom is the shit for making awesome food too.. uhm i really dont know what else to say except for happy new year! right now im at work. its hard for me to function due to lack of sleep.... well i get off in an hour & 15 mins. then i can go home sleep until the scavenger hunt tonight :) rock on futhermuckers. later on kids.
*much love*
vee

gwenyth @ 2003-12-31T00:46:00

2003-12-31T06:31:54Z

haha i took the viva la bam family quiz & heres my results:
Beyond Repair
What can I say--I've evaluated all of your answers and have determined that Bam, April and Phil are like the Swiss Family Robinson compared to you and your nut-job 'rental units. There's this nice little vacation spot in New York City called Bellevue that you might want to check for vacancies.

so today i went to work.. then went to matts hung out with the ashes, ian, jesse, & shane. then we went to ashleys & made up a list for our awesome scavenger hunt we're having new years day. i cant wait! i also cant wait for ian's tommorow its going to rock. well im going to go to bed now. night kids.
*Much love*
vee